Monday 10 January 2011

Never say "Its enough"

Well friends it's my first time so my blog may sound like one without life. Neverthless I have got hooked onto the idea of blogging after reading my friend's blog- with envy. I have been religiously filling up my diary full of contents which has to do more with my day to day crap and had hardly anything interesting in it, atleast that was my impression till yesterday when I spent some time reading through all those events recorded for past one year. That's when it struck me - I'm just there inches short of a Booker's prize - a bit exaggerated I guess but at least it could possibly bring smile to couple of poor souls.

Let me put it this way- everyday events are just normal monotonous moments with a tinch of spice here and there but largely the same. Am I missing something here !! Ah ha here we go the real secret is when u try to correlate the past events in your life - that's precisely when u start feeling u can actually write an autobiography which could be as good as any great one written so far except for some missing achievements  Well thats the buzz word going around nowadays !! what have u achieved so far? A car, bungalow , kids , Highly paid job. Oh no when would everybody realize that surviving in this mad competitive world is probably the biggest achievement  I don't dream or aspire to become a great man neither do i want to be one with plenty of followers. All I need is peace for which I would never say " It's enough".

I would like to take you all through a small memorabilia of mine which would detail the events of my life as shortened version of flashback in Bollywood movies- A kid running on the road suddenly transforms himself into a youth within a matter of few seconds and all that you could see was the legs pacing on the road. Like many others I never realized that I have already consumed 31 yrs of my lifetime slot and probably still greedy to add more to it. Great people like Socrates once said "The un-examined life is not worth living" which kinda sounds like crap when you start spending all those years in your life. But then I realized that experiencing and examining are all together two different definitions. All this while I experienced my life with an attitude of easy go life, but then never examined the purpose behind my living, the rights and wrongs that I've committed or the worst did I kill someone by influencing him/her with my lifestyle...

So if you have already read my train journey episode you will understand the type of family background i was brought up.  My legacy on what I have left back or what I would